Our stalls kicked ass and I sold/swapped out! #qzfl #lmdart
Queer Zine Fest was a great success, full of the loveliest people!
Immortal til I die patches available at the London Queer Zine fair on sunday! (Or made with colours to order) all hand stenciled/printed onto recycled cotton #lmdart
I have a stall too!
Queer Zine Fest, London, this Sunday:
I have posted lots of pictures recently, mainly because I have been too busy to write. But pictures aren’t the only thing this blog was supposed to be about.
If you have read some previous writings of mine (click on Opinion above), you will know that I use porn. And not soft gentle porn. Porn that I am a little ashamed of, that features women being fucked by multiple men, not in a empowering way either.
When I spend a lot of time on my computer, especially my Tumblr feed, I inevitably get tempted to switch to a incognito window and look up some videos, creampie gangbang, or fisting or monster cock… I’m tempted right now.
And I watch them and I wank and I cum… sort of… one of those porn wanks, you know? it brings some kind of relief but really doesn’t shake your world, or even you legs.
At night, when I am alone in bed it is totally different. I remember, I fantasize, I tell my self elaborate visual stories and I cum hard.
And the difference? It’s all about connection and emotion: My reptile brain gets off on the mechanical videos, the acts, the motions. But ultimately my whole brain is bored by that, unstimulated, unengaged. It’s the difference between fast food and organic.
So, I have decided to forgo bad porn. From now on I will only wank to videos where there is real connection between the actors, nuanced stories, real fun, respect, joy, and love.
Come along to this where I will have a stall selling WANK, Bread and all the other goodies that I stock on my Etsy store.